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assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

tujuan menulis post kali ini adalah untuk elaborate status yg penuh propaganda itu. niat di hati xde lgsg nak mengutuk org buruk ke hape, x pernah fikir pon diri ini cantik, cam tong drum ada la, sbb tu la x perlu melampau2. cuma nak menegur secara terbuka.

memang zahirnya seorang wanita tu senantiasa nak kelihatan cantik. sy sendiri pon nak nampak cantik. tp mengapa perlu berlebih2an? bersederhana itukan yg terbaik. sy x maksudkan semua pmpn kena pakai kepam2 pakai kain batik keluar berjln2. tp x perlulah kot kalau nak pakai color yg boleh menaikkan nafsu syahwat lelaki, pakai gaun singkat berlegging, tu pon nasib baik kalau nak pakai legging, pakai tudung 5 6 lapis tapi still x cover gak aurat fully. sorry ye kwn2 andai ada yg terasa tp ini persepsi sy, terpulang pd diri masing2 bagaimana hendak mentafsir nya.

satu lg, sy x fhm kenapa ada org mengambil negatif bila sy ckp 'cantik' . cantik tu amat subjektif, sy hanya mengatakan 'cantik' , tp ada ke sy melabelkan cantik itu sebagai '36-25-38' , putih cerah gigi tersusun rapi berbetis bunting padi atau bagai? sy hanya mengatakan cantik, sy tidak melabelkan cantik, atau mencirikan cantik tu bagaimana ye? lagipun itu hanya lah 'status facebook' dan patah huruf yg dibenarkan hanyalah beberapa ratus patah HURUF.

bercaantik2 itu tiada masalah, memang sgt digalakkan dlm Islam, lg2 bila kecantikan itu hanya dikongsi dgn encik suami. tetapi Islam juga menekankan kesederhanaan, jadi kita sebagai manusia berakal, khalifah Allah di muka bumi ini, boleh lah fikirkan dan membedakan yg mana baik dan yg mana buruk.

cantik ke x cantik, kalau ko overdress or pakai pelek2, manusia still akan pandang pelik. dan sy percaya, walaupun model hot kate moss pon x pernah nak mengaku dia cantik. ye konfiden itu penting, tp dari segi beberapa aspek shj. jgn pula nak konfiden x kena tpt, alamatnya kena maki dgn manusia sejagat.

sekian terima kasih dan harap maaf jika post ini mengguris hati sesetengah pihak.

KURANGKAN KONTROVERSI TINGKATKAN PRESTASI!

all the single ladies!

assalamualaikum! dan selamat petang!

harini tayah kerja sister call tadi jadi saya akan ke shah alam! yeayeah!

arini nak ckp psl mende yg common terjadi pada rakan-rakan yg single, di umur suku abad ni.

adalah sy observe beberapa org kwn, apabila telah melngkah ke angka 25 ni, ramai yg dah goyah dan merasakan perlunya ada lelaki dlm hidup, perlunya KAHWIN dgn kadar segera sbb dah 25.

biological clock is ticking you know!

sampaikan, tanpa berfikir panjang, hanya merembat mana2 lelaki yg dtg approach. hah disitu dah dinamakan 'buta kayu'. nak ckp bengot pon boleh jugak.

yes 25 is a hugeeee number. tapi relax la, kalau camtu camne pula perasaan org berumur 26 thn tp masih single? 27? 28? 35? 40? 68? eh 68 tu dah over sudah tentulah akan kena panggil andartu. haha!

dah sejak bilanya 25 dah kena panggil andartu? merapu betul manusia skrg ni. igt zmn skrg sama ke dgn zmn dolu2 org pmpn ddk rumah belajar masak kemas dapur je umur 16 dah kawen? gilo hapo! skrg pon kalau sambung study degree pon busuk 23 baru abes blaja kot! skrg pon paling gempak pernah jumpa patient, org asli, umur 15 dah jadi janda anak satu. hoh gilo! aku time 15 thn tgh selok makan kepok lg kat kantin. patut bdn camni asyik selok mkn haha!

eh berbalik pada nawaitu asal. nak ckp psl mende ni. lately ni, aku nengok ramai pmpn, main pakai tibai je janji ada. maksudnya, daripada hidup single mingle, diorang just accept any guys yg dtg dlm hidup diorang. bukan nak ajar korang memilih dan menjadi super annoying cam pmpn hot perasan bagus, tapi, korang mesti dah ada kan certain preference in a guy. and supposedly, makin lama ko single, makin ramai couple bermasalah ko jumpa, jadi sepatutnya ko makin tahu la camne laki yg ko nak kan? tapi kenapa, bila dah usia makin meningkat, makin pelik manusia ko terima nyah?

antara kategori2 yg penting, satu ni la main concern aku.

as u all know. pmpn masa kini ramai yg melanjutkan pelajaran, manakala lelaki ramai pergi mana entah dunia dah cam nak pupus je jantan? *salah satu tanda nak kiamat?*

tidaklah menyuruh memilih, tapi at least, pilihlah someone yg sesuai dgn ko? adakah 25 bermaksud ko perlu accept semua lelaki yg dtg approach? mboh kalau camtu aku dah kawen umur 23 dulu kot?? *cis perasan hot pula disini*

jauh sgt gap between bf-gf agak susah k. nak communicate pon susah. tp if u r willing to then it's ok la. tp jgn ko dah accept mamat tu, suddenly ko rasa susahlah mesti mak bapak x suka lah ape semua, mmg nak kena kaki la kan. time nak dulu main accept je pastu baru nak nyesal2, mmg di x sepandai ko tp dia ada feelings gak kot?

eh dah nak masuk zuhur. penatlah bebel2. kesimpulannya, think wisely. jgn main sebat je rasa semua lelaki yg approach ialah 'the one sent from above'. istiqoroh dulu kalau susah sgt. pastu jgn nak perasan la kan ko istiqoroh sekali pastu terus mendapat jawapan dr Allah. padahal ko mimpi dia sbb ko dah mmg gila bayang dia! peh, semayang lobang2, baju sendat mendat, bertepuk tampar dgn jantan bapak best kalau Allah sesenang camtu je bagi petunjuk. kenalah istiqamah, pastu jaga aurat jaga makan minum jaga solat.

mungkin org yg berkawin cepat ni dah rezeki dia nak wat camne, happy je la utk mereka, yg belum sampai seru ni chill la! nanti tiba masa kawen la. pfftt!

tapi sumpah pantang gila bila org tanya 'awak bila lagi?' nak je mengamok lagi2 kalau umur2 sebaya, org tua2 confirm akan tanya la kan, ni age sebaya koya nak jadi org tua. tapi bg menampak kan lebih cool aku pon menjawab sambil menyanyi lagu casey 'bila resah, ingat saat indah, bila rindu, kunyanyikan lagu...'

ok dah nak gerak shah alam nanti yaya bebel plak lambat. bye kengkawan!



ni wedding kawan aku. comel kan? tp gmbr ni mas plak x nampak! haha sorry!

hypocrisy

ok tiba2 hari ni rajin nak menaip. ayuh! hehe. nak bincangkan psl 'hypocrite'

ok what is hypocrite? based on merriam-webster,

' a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings'

for me, i rs ada 2 type. satu yg positif, satu yg negatif.

positif:

bila kita kurang menyukai, tp tidak membenci org, tp kita tidak menunjukkan kebencian kpd org tersebut. kira hypocrite ke camtu?

adakah itu bermaksud, kalau kita x berapa dgn org tu, kita perlu menunjukkan kebencian kpd seluruh umat manusia?

bukan ke nanti akan jadi lebih keruh?

bcos for me, if ada org x suka aku, aku lg prefer dia buat biasa je, rather than tarik muka dan jeling2 depan2. chill la weh, mcm semua org suka kau? tp faham2 bahasa la if that person dont talk to you that much, or x amek tahu sgt psl ko, faham2 sendiri la then back off. get it?

if that is why you are calling me hypocrite, then i wont argue. guilty as charged. i have my own stand. and i think it's for the best. :)

negatif:

'hypocrite' is a very strong word, kdg2 bila org ckp hypocrite ni org kaitkan dgn munafiq. so choose your word wisely. :)

renung-renungkanlah, sekiranya anda jenis manusia yg sgt straight forward, dan anda menganggap bercakap secara terus terang tanpa memikirkan perasaan org lain, dgn alasan tidak menyimpan apa2 dlm hati, think again, mmg anda tidak mengumpat (la sangat, pdhl nanti brag kat org lain anda sound direct kat dia) dan bagai, tp melukakan hati dan perasaan org lain, x kira berdosa ke?

kita ni dalam komuniti yg bsr,bekerja bersama2, bukan utk jangka masa pendek je, demi memberikan perawatan yg terbaik utk semua.

solusi: learn to let go. kurang menyukai seseorang, jauhkan diri sedikit,, mungkin ambil sedikit masa utk menerima dia. jgn sampai putus kawan, tp ko mesti igt dlm otak yg ko pon entah disukai ke tidak, so jgn membenci org, let go, dia ada kekurangan dia, ko ada kekurangan ko, kalau nak perfect sepanjang masa susah la weh. LET GO.

ALERT ALERT!!

I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT. SERIOUSLY!!!

omg. uniform posting dulu dah ketat. OMG lagi.

OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG!!

and being roomate to a dietician is not helping at all! late night coming back with foods. OMG!

working crazy hours, no enough time to eat properly so end up snacking for fast glucose action.


OMG!! I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING!

can someone tell me how to lose weight without having to work out? because seriously i have no time. and i have no one to accompany me.

i cannot do excessive/ heavy workout because my ACL cannot handle anymore. will torn apart !

spider angiomas is everywhere!!

OMG siannya bakal suamiku. T_T

edisi gerontologi. tapi bukan semua warga tua ye.

ok kawan-kawan. entri kali ini amat offensive. jika anda tergolong dalam golongan yang menyayangi golongan gerontologi di jalan yang salah, sila jangan meneruskan pembacaan anda ini. hanya orang yang berfikiran terbuka je yang patut meneruskan bacaan ini.

ok tadi aku berborak2 dgn sepupuku. dia menyatakan kemarahan tentang bengangnya beliau psl tadi dia kena marah dgn boss. sbb dia x letak "YANG BERBAHAGIA" ketika membuat surat utk meminta seorang DATUK/DATO' sampaikan dato tu tanak bagi ceramah. wah. sgt mengagumkan.

ok tu iklan je tiada kena mengena dgn cerita yg akan diluahkan dari benak hati ini. wah bm ku semakin menggila!

ok camni. apa yg nak di'highlight'kan disini ialah

1. kadang, di negara kita, sy merasakan kita terlalu mengikut adat resam, adat yg akhirnya nak buat apa tah faedahnya ada apa tah dan sebagai. contohnya, sekiranya kita x address YANG BERBAHAGIA, tapi still panggil dato, perlu ke dijadikan isu yg bsr? bukan nya org tu x address ko dato dan terus panggil ko pacik atau pencacai? kenapa perkara sebegini pon perlu dijadikan isu?

2. ok ni agak kejam tapi inilah kebenaran. tgk x ahli geron (org2 tua) kat msia ni. umur berapa yg dah consider tua? tapi perasan x masing2 bila kita(yg dah bermuka tua) memanggil pacik macik kat org yg berumur, diorang cam denial, cam x suka kita address diorang pacik macik. duh pacik! dah mmg ko cam sebaya umur mak bapak aku kot! takan aku nak panggil ko adik plak?? bapak fake gila!

3. hah pastukan. diorang ni bila panggil pacik macik mrh. tp cuba korang tgk eh. diorang punya capability. attitude. ok contohnya, masa kerja kat bakewell dulu. org selalu beli perkakas barang memasak bukan sket2. byk gila kot. pastu berat nak mampus kot nak mengangkut tepung la. choc la. semua bagai la. pastu yg bestnya, just because dia ialah 'warga emas' automatically dia cam tyh membawa apa2, kita kena angkut sampai sakit pinggang ke kereta. aah macik pasni aku nak ada kan service charge. barulah aku boleh menolong dgn hati yg tenang. ye mmg niat asal nak dapatkan pahala. tapi lama2, byk2 kali nak !&*@^*&!#^* jugaklah rasa sket.

lagi2 bila do hospital, ada org selalu melabel yg nurses garang, nurses jahat, nurses mls lyn patients, mmg betul ada certain manusia camtu. tapi tlglah jgn igt kami ialah kejam bila kami srh macik2/pacik2 berjalan sendiri ke tandas, bg yg mampu tanpa wheelchair, kitorang srh pacik/macik berjalan2 amek angin, jgn asyik terlantar n tdo je. sbb tu semua proses healing. kalau baring je kerja keraslah segala otot. baik ko tayah anta mak bapak ko pergi hospital camtu. tua muda miskin hina semua akan kitorang treat camtu. even mat rempit. tapi bila kitorang buat kat mat rempit, semua cam 'bagus! padan muka! rasakan kau!' tapi bila kitorang srh org tua semua yg cam ' mak aihhhh! baik suruh singa sarkas jadi nurse! garang nak mampus! bla3'. weh pls la people. aku karate tengkok korang kang!

satu lagi ialah bila melihat org tua di bibir2 jalan di psr mlm. ddk terlentang letak cawan kat sebelah. bkn org tua je tetapi org kurang upaya pon sama. sbb tula kalau org yg close dgn aku perasan, aku mmg takan bagi org camni duit. aku rela beli kismis yg ada doa 5 6 kotak dari bagi sebegitu sahaja. ddk kat tepi tu, pegang mangkuk dan mengharapkan simpati org utk dpt seringgit dua. walhal, korang boleh je buat kerja lain, ikhtiar. dan org2 kita ni plak semua lembut hati, tgk org cacat terus bg duit. ye aku x nafikan kasihan, tp kalau korang asyik nak bg duit, bila kala dia nak ikhtiar bekerja? dia tahu adanya golongan manusia yg lembut hati ni lah diorang boleh hidup. tapi sampai bila? aku nak bg peribahasa yg psl ajar memancing dgn bg ikan tu tapi x igt camne susunan dia. korang fhm2 sendiri lah ye.

apa yg sy nak 'point out' kan ialah, ye kita mmg perlu menghormati warga tua, but to a certain extend je la. jgn terlalu memanjakan golongan2 ini sampai mereka tidak mahu berusaha utk memajukan diri sendiri. lagi2 utk 'warga x berapa nak tua'. put in some consideration la. takan lah korang xle nak bwk brg korang sendiri. adakah sbb itu warga emas di malaysia cepat tua? cuba tgk org2 kawasan kampung, kat negara2 lain. 70 80 still steady ke hulu ke hilir. org kita semua dah xde kaki dek kencing manis. tu la baik sgt hati anak2 x sampai hati tgk mak dia kena hidup berpantang. sbb dah biasa anak muda tlg bwk kan brg2. so diorang ada this mentality yg 'aku lebih tua dr korang so korg kena tlg aku aku boleh jadi big boss'.

p/s: ni rasanya akibat dari darjah 2 dah diajar buat karangan nampak macik tua balik psr bwk limau sebakul so kita yg muda pergi tlg bwk kan bakul penuh limau tu sampai depan rumah macik tu. korg ada x buat essay camtu dulu?? ok skrg zmn dah moden ok. macik x naik bas bwk buah limau sebakul, macik tu DRIVE sendiri. ishk apetah aku merepek ni.

dissapointed

i'm giving up on nursing. wasted 6 YEARS of my life on something that is not worth it. i have no idea how this course was created but seriously. MOHE, if u cannot create a post for degree nurses, then why the heck did u create this DEGREE in nursing thingy?

this is bull****. i deserve much better. WE deserve much better.

will elaborate my angriness later in next entry but for the time being. this is what i felt after the second interview.

considering short courses in baking after raya. bye nursing. i had enough.

career development.

salam. ok harini ayuh kita beremosi.

kpd rakan2 nursingku, tahniah kpd kwn2 yg dah bekerja. dimana shj anda berada.

kpd rakan2 yg belum bekerja. tahniah jua. mungkin anda semua lyk bercuti selepas berpenat lelah selama 6 thn bergaduh dgn kulliyyah, berpraktikal dgn hati yg tenang setiap kali semua mahasiswa bercuti. go and pamper yourself. jgn menggelabah sgt x dpt kerja lg. rezeki di mana2 so insyallah akan ada jua nanti.

ok jom kita beremosi rakan2?

tadi aku gi interview di suatu private hospital.

yg amat mendukacitakan. conditions yg dia emphasize

1) salary for staff nurse RM1000. can u live with that?

ok logik akal. alangkan budak2 pas spm tu kerja kat laksa shack pon can earn more than this. apatah lagi bangla stesen minyak yg berdiri tgh panas melambai suruh isi myk kat pam minyak mereka. apatah lg with people dealing with health/ ill patients. bkn kerja senang cam basuh periuk belanga. come on la people. common sense pls! bkn la expect korang nak byr 8 ribu tapi berpada2 la kan. pfffttttt!

2) here the staff nurses are not allowed to wear tudung.

mak aihhhh! apa ko merepek ni?? aku kat UK ke?? eh hello. negara islam pon ada mslh camni ke? on what basis do u decide that not wearing scarf is the best solution?? solution to what prob?? ishk aku mmg sgt2 x fhm. ada EBM ke nak support usul korang yg konon2nya bertudung tu menyebarkan virus? eh igt kitorang x basuh baju ke?? oh mmg paling rambut2 tu x memerangkap segala atuk nenek bakteria virus dan bagai?? pls la. dont be so freaking narrow minded ok. KEJADAH? nak hire staff nurse ke nak hire model? pakai dedah2, sendat mendat, singkat mingkat. aduhai. pls la MALAYSIA kot sini. perlu ke sampai camtu sekali. sad gila k. and truth be told most of the private hospitals are like that.

thank you 1 Malaysia.

DILEMMA PEKERJAAN

ok ni betul2 edisi emosi. ok fikirkan eh kawan2, adik2 junior sekalian. sekiranya di beri peluang utk bekerja clinical, atau menjadi lecturer, mana satu yang akan kamu semua pilih?

clinical? walaupun jawatan nurse aid? or lecturer?

ok review. kalaulah kan. dapat kerja clinical area, adakah kami akan memilih utk menunggu tawaran nak menjadi lecturer? dgn experience xde, dgn practical zaman belajar dl mengarut gila. takanlah kitorang sj2 nak jadi lecturer sbb rs diri amat bagus lalu ingin menurunkan ilmu kepada pelajar2 swasta yg desperately msk nursing utk peluang pekerjaan je??? aduhai. common sense people common sense.

lagipun, dikala ini, boleh ke kita terlalu memilih utk kerja dimana? hebat sgt ke kita nak memilih2 kat mana kita nak kerja? hot sgt ke? kalau dah dpt tawaran tu just grab it la. dahtu apa? haruskah kita terus menganggur drpd menerima tawaran kerja di private colleges? kalau dah rezeki termaktub kat situ, nak buat camne. terima jela. dahtu adakah anda mengatakan adalah lebih baik student2 tidak belajr ataupun kekurangan lecturer dr mereka2 yg ok theoretical, tp kurang exposure terhadap hospital ni? tepuk dada tanya selera.

don't go and blame others. jgnla sampai mengeluarkan kata2 kesat seperti org yg baru lepas pantang. tlg la memahami. entah2 org tu org susah, nak kawen cepat ke, x perlulah anda perlu mengeluarkan statement2 yg x memikir hati dan perasaan org lain? igt org lain x try ke apply? relax ah weh!! entah2 kat college tu later dia akan hantar attachment kat hosp ke. ha kan ke nanti org tu lg power dr ko. hospital and mengajar. pdn muka rasakan.

dan kepada guru2, sila ikhlaskan hati anda mengajar ye. dan halalkan jela ilmu korang turunkan tu, bukankah kalau anak2 murid mengamalkan ilmu2 tu kamu dpt pahala jua? bukankah ilmu itu hak milik Dia so siapa kamu utk menjatuhkan hukuman halal atau haram? erm... x fhm sket disitu.

entry ini bukan utk backup diri. hanya menjelaskan apa yg tidak jelas. bsr kemungkinan akan ku melarikan diri dr nursing. oh tidak aku terlalu cintakan nursing utk membiarkan ia berlalu pergi...

sedikit informasi

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life

my life is falling down so hard. rock bottom.

this is something i deserve i guess.

i cant even remember my parents' anniversary. pfffttt!

being ignorant. yes that's me. but it was unintentionally.

feeling like running away. to a new place where no one ever knew me.

to people that i've hurt, i'm sorry. i love you guys deeply.

erm

nak taip terlalu panjang, tp mata dah x mampu.

LJM. tawakkal. will be babbling about it later, for the time being, tawakkal. tu je la yang boleh dilakukan now. insyallah semua orang can get over than 50 correct. ;)

rakan2 ingatlah,

there's a DISTINCT different between KAWAN, and KENALAN.

do know where you stand. supaya tidak kecewa di kemudian hari.

sekian terima kasih.

this email i found, worth reading.

HI Everone,

Are the prices quoted below true??? If so, we all are being ripped off!!!

Toyota Camry 2.4L for RM69,396.00 (and not RM170,000.00)

Toyota Altis for RM46,000 (and not RM112,000.00)

Honda Jazz for RM36,000.00 (and not RM108,000)

Want more?

Read the following forwarded article..... ..by Syed Akbar Ali. And know the actual prices of your dream car.

Car Prices In Malaysia

Digest this article, after that, you may need to vomit. What is the Malaysian Govt doing all these while. Ripping off our Rakyat for the last 30 yrs with APs designed to benefit a few well connected Bumis, the UMNO/BN have robbed millions of citizens in this fiasco, under the pretext of protecting our local industry. The Govt have forgotten we Malays are the largest customers in the country. What is the NEP policy doing ?? Ripping off the Malays (which forms 65% of the consumer base) to benefit a few UMNO politicians !!!

BMW 535i sells for RM178,000 in the US

In the United States of America (a developed country which we are also aspiring to become by the year 2020) a 2009 model BMW 535i Sedan is selling for about USD50,367.00. This is only RM178,000 - about the price of a Toyota Camry 2.4L here in Malaysia . The same BMW sells in Malaysia for about RM450,000.

BMW 328i sells for RM155,000 in the US

The 2009 model BMW 328i 2 door Convertible sells for USD44,014 or RM155,369.00 in the US . In Malaysia the same car sells for over RM460,000. This is an untenable situation.

Audi A4 2.0T Cabriolet Convertible sells for RM142,000 in the US. The 2009 model Audi A4 2 Door 2.0T Cabriolet Convertible sells in the US for USD40,328.00 or RM142,357. In Malaysia the same car would sell for about RM265,000.

VW GTI 2.0T sells for RM85,000 in the US

In the US the 2009 model Volkswagen GTI 2.0T sells for USD 24,039 or RM85,000 only. In China the same car will cost around RM60,000. Over here the same VW car sells for about RM200,000.

And the 2010 model Toyota Camry 2.4L sells in the US for USD 19,659.00 or RM69,396 In Malaysia the 2008 Toyota Camry 2.4L sells for RM170,000. Toyota Camry 2.4L, 2010 model. RM69,000 in the US

Car prices in Malaysia are about three times higher than the prices in the United States. We are a developing nation. Our land and labour costs are so much cheaper than the US . Why are our cars so expensive? It does not make any sense. Tak masuk akal.

Then here are some car prices from our neighbour Indonesia . The Toyota Altis sells in Indonesia for about RM46,000. The same car sells here for around RM 112,000. Again we are three times more expensive than Indonesia

The Honda Jazz sells here for RM108,000.. In Indonesia the Jazz sells for RM 36,000. Three times more expensive.

We are paying ridiculously high prices (and actually impoverishing the Malays - who are the largest buyers of cars in Malaysia) to support an out of date, out of touch with reality motor car policy.

We are paying the highest car prices in the world to support the Proton and other locally made cars as well as support a mind boggling AP policy which only benefits a relatively few rich Malays. A disproportionately large number of Malays and other Malaysians are being impoverished to subsidise the wealth of a few inefficient rich.

26 million Malaysians have to pay three times more for their cars just to support Proton and 120,000 people who are directly and indirectly involved in the motor sector in Malaysia and the AP holders. That is a ratio of 216:1.

This ratio of 216:1 is too skewed. 26.0 million happier people can contribute many more votes than 120,000 members of an inefficient motor industry.. 26 million unhappy people can change a Government. (The maths is not really difficult here)

And this outdated policy is impoverishing the Malays more than anyone else.

Here is some news from our DPM Tan Sri Muhyudin Yassin about our car policy. This is truncated:

Muhyiddin assures govt support for automotive parts and component sector

1. KUALA LUMPUR, May 26 - The deputy prime minister said special focus will be given to "facilitate and encourage" the development of the automotive parts and component sector despite the current global and regional economic downturn.

2. "Under the CEPT and Asean Trade in Goods Agreements, Malaysia has agreed to eliminate import duties on all products in the Normal Track on January 1, 2010. This includes motor vehicles, auto parts and components," he said.

3. He pointed out that . .. . the motor vehicle sub sector in Malaysia will not be directly impacted because of its heavy dependence on the domestic market.

4. "The Malaysian government recognises the contribution of the domestic automotive industry towards the development of the country."

Para 2 sounds promising but then Para 3 and 4 basically says that the Malaysian motor car industry will continue to be protected. This means we will continue paying the highest car prices in the world for automobiles.

Cuba kita kira : kalau kereta Honda Jazz di jual dengan harga yang sebenarnya (lebih kurang RM36,000 saja) dan bukan pada harga sekarang (RM108,000) maksudnya bayaran bulanan pembeli kereta akan jadi kurang, mungkin sepertiga sahaja daripada bayaran bulanan sekarang.

Jika sekarang orang bayar RM1,500 sebulan untuk beli Honda Jazz, kalau harga kereta lebih menepati harga pasaran dunia, orang kita perlu bayar sekitar RM500 saja sebulan.

Maksudnya tanpa Kerajaan perlu membuat apa pun (merangsang ekonomi, belanja berpuluh billion Ringgit duit rakyat untuk stimulus dan sebagainya) setiap rakyat Malaysia yang membeli kereta yang seharga dengan Honda Jazz akan dapat menjimatkan sehingga RM1,000 sebulan

daripada kos sara hidup bulanannya.

This is like giving the car buyer an RM1000 pay rise without incurring any extra costs for the taxpayer, the Government or the economy. It will greatly reduce the cost of living in Malaysia and spur greater economic growth too.

Tapi sekarang, yang menjadi mangsa dulu dan yang menjadi miskin dulu orang Melayu juga. Orang Melayu yang paling ramai sekali menjadi pembeli kereta dalam negara kita. Orang Melayu kebanyakannya makan gaji - tiap bulan dapat gaji tetap. Bila harga kereta naik gila, yang menjadi miskin di saf depan sekali adalah orang Melayu juga.

In absolute numbers, the Malays are suffering the most because they are the most in number among the fixed income people who also buy cars.

Some folks said the other day that Proton has 150 major component suppliers, dealers, distributors and about 500 other parts suppliers too. Of the 150 major component suppliers, about 15 of them are listed companies. In total they employ about 120,000 people. The Proton supply chain is a mix of bumiputras and non bumiputras. But here is a sad fact: none of them are operating at their level best efficiency.

Our motor car policy is forcing Malaysians to subsidise Proton so that Proton can sustain major inefficiencies in the Malaysian economy. This is not a good thing at all.

We have to unwind this situation. Set a target of 18 months from now to unwind all protection for our motor industry. Remove the impoverishing AP policy also in 18 months. Let Malaysian car prices reflect world market prices for the same makes of cars.

If a BMW 535 sells for RM178,000 in America , it should sell for a little less here in Malaysia (our rentals and salaries are cheaper).

Fw: Car Prices In Malaysia

The Ministers continue making pronouncements about the car industry as though nothing has happened. I hope everyone will please wake up. The Government has a real chance of getting thrown out of office in about three years. The people will not accept inept answers anymore.

The ridiculous car prices in Malaysia is an issue that is just beginning to get more attention and publicity. It is going to become a really big issue in the near future. Be forewarned.

edisi kesedaran utk jejaka.

assalamualaikum!

actually korang expect apa aku nak tulis kat sini? huhu. very brief ok, ini yg aku terfikir utk sang suami yg bakal2 menjadi nahkoda perkahwinan. fuh ayat yusof haslam abes! huhu. x jauh pon different dr edisi wanita haritu, tp korang tau la tanggung jawab korang tu lagi la BESAR dr wanita.

korang tu 9 IQ (akal) 1 EQ (emosi/nafsu) manakala pmpn ni 9 EQ 1 IQ. sbb tu pregnant pmpn. kalau korang la kena angkut 5 6 kilo kat perut tu, mampus dah kua kan ayat2 caci maci, lagi2 kalau anak2 tiba2 br umur 10thn dah pandai nak melawan mak bapak. sbb tu la korang yg jadi ketua keluarga, korang yg pegang lafaz 'talak' tu sbb kalau pmpn la... mahu tiap hari bercerai. mcm time2 couple, jap2 minta break jap2 break. hai. leceh gila.

1. AGAMA

hah mende biasa yg aku dah bebel. malas nak tulis pepanjang. bukan nak konon2 bagus aku perfect, bab2 agama sure kena tiptop la kan. kalau kau, nak ke seseorang yg cam sampah gila jadi pemimpin? TAK KANNNNN. takan nak kawen dgn laki yg x le jadi imam gila UNCOOOOLL OKAY! so silalah menjadi lelaki yg 'perfect' ataupun lelaki yg mencintai dan berusaha akan ke'perfect'an tu. huh gila ayat pening. setakat solat wajib 5 tu mmg xde hal la, tp yg solat2 sunat? surah2 amalan? ada best aritu kwn aku boleh tanya "ma'thurat tu apa?' T_T rasa cam nak nangis...

2. financial.

'xpe b nanti kita lalui hari2 mendatang bersama-sama.. kta berusaha bersama-sama mencari duit ok' kata minah rempit kepada bakal suami yg kerjanya merempit siang dan mlm bg mencari sesuap nasi.

ah bagusla korang. sggp berkorban utk one another. bg aku, xpe kalau nak bersusah payah suami isteri bersama2, sweet gila okayh! kira cam struggle time susah sama, so time senang insyallah la x lupa daratan kan? siot gila if ko nak mula2 berniaga bkn main lg minta tlg bini, dah kaya terus nak cari bini cantik padahal bini kepam tu jgkla dulu tergolek2 nolong ko. tp biarlah bertempat. if sama2 still belajar, or baru kerja, sweet la kan. kira cam susah senang bersama *i always dreamt this one hehe!* cewah! tp kalau dah hidup 10 tahun bersama, still x settle down, ddk rumah sewa, kereta x byr, susah la kan. anak2 lg x fikir. takan ko nak bg anak ko mkn ubi rebus cam zmn ko dulu2. paling2 x dpt koko krunch dpt koko crunhy mydin tu pon jadi la kan. bentuk sama khasiat je lain. hah bab2 nutrisi nanti plak mention lain kali

3. KASIH SAYANG

hah paling penting okkkkk! yg aku selalu pns ialah pabila suami/isteri yg poyo gl pernah love org lain before ur spouse, tiba2 dah kawen xle nak menyayangi sepenuh hati. aduhaila pls la people no more cheap opera. kalau ko keep on cari ex ko, bandingkan bini ko dgn ex ko tanpa henti, mmg sampai mati la kan takan bahagia or get over her. dah ada bini sorang tu treasure la dia. bentuk la dia camne ko nak. tp dgn cara yg betul la kan jgn force her to be someone she's not. teringat plak ayat ibu yg best gila time aku break-up dulu,

"if a guy is serious with you, he will definitely find a way to MOULD u into someone he wants, not giving excuses and blame u for things u did wrong"

oh makan dlm GILA. and everything that seems illogical about my parents just seems perfect. suits each other.

4. RESPONSIBILITIES

nampak x aku guna plural utk term di atas? sbb BANYAK ok BANYAK. bkn setakat menghalalkan yg haram, *walaupun ramai antara korang byk sebenarnya dah menikmati yg haram* T_T dr segala segi ko kena amek tau, demi utk memastikan yg terbaik utk keluarga kamu org tu.

igt ye kwn2, marriage is not the end chapter, its the starting of a new era. chewah ayat. eh tp serious la. bkn aku x menggalakkan korang kahwin awal, sila, lg awal lg bagus. tp nowadays bkn setakat ramai kahwin awal, tp juga kes bercerai di kalangan anak2 muda pon tinggi. x percaya bacalah surat khabar yg boleh dipercayai (kecuali metro). so renung2kanlah. if betul korang nak kahwin awal, prepare yourself THOROUGHLY. setiap segi, emosi, fizikal, rohani dan semua lah. bukan setakat nak theme colour apa, pelamin mcm mana, baju nak camne, catering mana yg sedap, mende2 tu semua utk paling lama pon 5 jam, pastu? *sbb tula aku nak gantung bihun n tea'o je haha* korang dah fikir mende2 kemudian tu? nak tinggal mana, kang tggl dgn mak bpk menyusahkan mak bpk pulak, x reti nak srh bini tlg2 wat kerja dapur, basuh baju, BANYAK OK BANYAKKKKKKKKK!!!

ok tiba2 dah mls tulis. ini je idea aku utk ideal husband. anyone wants to add some more?

edisi kesedaran utk wanita.

skrg mmg musim mengawan kan? tiap2 weekend siapkan diri bercantik2 tp berperut kosong k! byk sgt wedding invitation!!

bila tgk org kiri kanan dah kahwin, settle down.. tipu la kan x rasa pape. just that try not to be afected sbb kan Allah dah janji, tiap org dah ada soulmate nya, just tunggu masa dan tpt dan org yg sesuai. lgpn. pls la.

kenapa aku x kahwin lg?

1. bila fikir balik. dah ready ke kau ria. perangai cam nak kena baling kat dinding. pastu when there's something bothering me mula lah. x berckp dgn org. gayalah ko hot gila everytime laki ko nak kena cope dgn perangai tu. hah tu kalau dah pregnant perangai jadi horror camne lg pulak?? T_T

2. umur baru 24 thn. relax ah. skrg tahun 2010 ye bukan 1910 dimana org berkahwin di darjah dua dan menjadi kilang penghasilan anak2. kalau anak2 menjadi manusia xpe, ni kang ada yg x rupa manusia, x ke dosa!

3. aku br grad kot?? kerja pon belum lg. walaupun aku mengidamkan utk 'elope' bersama encik suami. tp kena la ada duit. baru la best sket. nak honeymoon puas2. huhu.

4. dah byk sgt ke ko berjasa pd ibu ayah? dah TERBAYAR ke walaupun sekelumit cuma jasa ibu dan ayah? x sempat ibu ayah nak bermanja kot? ko tu x abes2 ke craving for attention?? dr kecil mak bapak dah bagi. pastu bf plak berjuta2 cam tukar baju. pastu sibuk nak kahwin. bila kalau ko nak mengsayangkan mak bapak? mmg ko sebenarnya penakut takut nak tanggung dosa sendiri. asyik nak laki lain tanggung. kalau x byk dosa xpe gak. boohoo la!

5. hah ckp kasih syg pd ibu bapa je, tu pada Yang Esa tu? dah cukup ke segala2nya? solat tiang 5 pon goyah sibuk nak kahwin. tp igtlah kwn2, kalau ye pon kt cukup 5, dah tentu ke Dia terima? kalau ko solat cam 'the flash' tu apa kejadahnya! kaki tu dah ringan2 ke ke masjid? tlg la. sedar diri sket. ko nya bacaan doa lepas solat tu kan. dah berapa tahun x berubah2? x pon ada la tambah sket2 2 3 doa baru. ada ke? bacaan ayat lazim past fatihah, takan surah an-nas dr mula2 belajar solat zmn tadika sampai skrg still sama? solat awal waktu? ke solat ikut dan? soe of them dare to say *hah tu pon nasib baik aku solat ok??* T_T

6. masak pe cite? tiap hari nak bg laki mkn muffins? beskot choc chips? vanilla flan? nasi ayam? nasi lemak? kena brush up kot semua tu sblm kawen. mana ada lelaki yg suka mkn kedai kalau nak mkn kedai baik dia tyh kawen. kawen dgn macik gerai tu lg bagus.

7. terlalu byk things i want to achieve first before settling down. which i m afraid it might be affected bila dah bersuami.

8. aku perlu mencari org yg psycho boleh tahan gak ah cam aku. huhu. solat pls cukup 5? :(

ada x org yg berkongsi idea perfect ceremony ialah dgn menggantungkan bihun n tea o di pagar2 jiran dgn tag 'selamat pengantin baru ria & **** ' ? save gila n aku tyh nak kena jalan pakai baju cantik2 n pelamin cantik2?? idaman gila kot!!!

ok entry kali ni juga actually utk nasihat2 kpd kwn2 yg still single mahupun dah nak kawen ke tunang ke risik ke papelah. kalau la berguna ilmu ini.

1.nawaitu kena betul. asal ko nak kawen? sbb 'dah tiba masanya'? hah bagus la.

korang ni suluh cermin x before kawen? dah ready ke segala2nya? ye mmg betul, kahwin ini boleh menghalalkan mende yg haram. amboi, dahtu, sbb tu je ke korang nak kawen? tuntutan2 lain? come what may? ke mcm mentaliti org kita 'ala tu nanti sama2 la kita fikirkan' dah terantuk baru nak terngadah. kang ternganga lah kau jawabnya!

2. selagi belum official, boleh x tyh nak berbunyi confident sgt? alangkan org kahwin pon boleh bercerai, jgn la setakat bf dah hebah satu dunia. tlg la usia anda dah berapa? matang sket. semua org dah ada pasangan/ preference masing2 so tayah la nak wat ayat2 yg memualkan dan berpanggilan manja di khalayak ramai. eyew gila ohkay. bkn dengki geli. serious!

3. oh ko jgn igt kwn2 ko kahwin so ko pon nak kahwin je jgk. igt cam main pondok2 ke? pastu dah kawen jgnla nak berlagak bagus or ko expect dia time jd bf, dgn dia time dah jadi laki ko sama je! mmg silap bsr la kan. ko tu pon. belajar la mengalah2 sket. ko dah jadi bini, walaupun camne ko hot dan menjadi rebutan semalaya pon, tp ko dah jadi bini dia, ko tetap dah bwh dia.

'jika manusia boleh menyembah sesama manusia, sudah tentu akan Ku perintahkan seorang isteri sujud ke arah suaminya' (quotation dr mana x igt dah tp berbunyi2 sebeginilah)

4. hah ko jgn igt, laki ko cool, mak bapak dia pon cool, macik pacik dia cool, adik beradik dia cool. ko jgn tiba2 nak nyemak msk campur urusan keluarga laki kau. walaupun if dia tanya opinion, pls menjadi sgt neutral. jgn nak berbaur tunjuk hebat lagi2 dgn memberi cth keluarga anda tu umpama 'pic perfect' . pergh meluat dan berbulu laki anda.

5. hah paling penting!!! kalaupon ko x reti msk, tp pls jgn sampai x masuk dapur. skrg mmg x pelik if pmpn x pandai msk, tp jgn MALAS! ko pergi la kemas dapur n tlg bsh pnggan ke hape. jgn nak jadi raja midas, jgn nak pura2 jaga dodoi anak sbb tu ko xle nak tlg kemas. ah aku benci gl type pmpn camni.

6. jgn igt ko kawen dgn laki ko je k. ko kawen jgk dgn adik beradik laki ko yg akan membuat muka kalau ko x tlg mereka wat kerja rumah, ko kawen jgk dgn mak dia yg selalu kena msk sorang2 kat dapur tu, ko akan kawen jgk dgn whole family. so sila behave, jg air muka laki ko. walaupun ko sgt up dan bergaji berpuluh2 ribu, tp ko still bwh kaki laki kau. bkn setakat perlu menjadi isteri yg baik, malahan kakak/adik ipar, anak menantu yg baik juga ye. igt tu. jgn beri peluang kaum kerabat suami anda mengata anda.

7. pastu. sila bear in mind. ko bkn setakat nak jadi isteri je pastu tamat cerita. nanti ko akan beranak pinak kot. sila prepare. mulut jaga aurat jaga. tlg lah lahirkan anak2 berkualiti! jgn asyik aim kuantiti je! pastu hasil hampeh. mati merempit tgh jln je wat penat beranak je kot! tlggg la malaysia sgtla kekurangan org yg berIQ tinggi, org yg berguna.

shiesh people, penting ok melahirkan generasi yg berguna!

ishk byk lg actually nak bebel, tp cukup la hingga sini saja. fikirkan baik2. ko dah mampu ke nak pgg tggg jwb bsr camtu. bukan setakat rasa umur dah meningkat dah nak kahwen. aduhai la umat Muhammad! jgn memalukan kami pls?

harap maaf bg yg terasa, mungkin dgn cara ini shj yg dpt menyedarkan saudara dan saudari. nantikan edisi kesedaran utk jejaka pula!

wassalam.

why la.

this topic. i've been wanting to write since like. erm cant remember but what i'm trying to say, a very very very long time ago.

sometimes people tend to be defensive when i asked regarding this matter. i'm not trying to condemn all smokers out there, i'm just trying to understand why. and ways to overcome it.

firstly i think is because they are not aware of the consequences. ok dearly beloved, here are some of the side effects of smoking. click here

then maybe, just maybe they do not know about the benefits of staying away from cigarette. click here

but actually, they fail to control their lust, keinginan mengatasi keperluan. many people failed to control kemahuan diri.

i even pernah jumpa seorang isteri, yg kena cancer x igt apa, i think nasopharyngeal cancer all bcos of her husband is an active smoker. nak tanya la encik2 smoking, apa perasaan awak? bini kena cancer just bcos of ur 'selfishness'. wow that's harsh.

kan dah keluar fatwa yg mengatakan smoking ni haram, sbb dia boleh mendatangkan mudarat kpd diri sendiri. sort of attempt utk membunuh diri jgk la.

n why la u guys have to be so defensive, kalau org tanya
sehari berapa batang? ke kotak?
kenapa korang isap rokok?
dah mmg korang buat kan?

x rs membazir ke? sekotak tu dah dpt satu boxer renoma kot?

n the reason why i'm asking is just fulfilling my curiosity. bukan nya nak bambu ke apa ke. just bcos i dont do it, so aku rs nak tau, tp tanak try.

hahah. cam dah lari tema pulak. actually nak ckp, i dont mind people who are smoking, *sampai ada org sumpah aku dpt husband yg smoking* tp learn to respect others la kan, udara di sekeliling ni kt share sama2, aku x kesah la kalau ko nak smoke tp jgnla smoke kat tpt2 terbuka, dlm mall* AKU MMG PANAS GL ORG SMOKE KAT DLM TPT AIRCOND TAU X CIRCULATION DIA SGT POOR* pastu sj hembus kat muka org nak grab attention, tu bkn nak attention, tu nak ayat pemaki diberi bertubi2 kot? tlg la, korang bkn nak smoke kat dlm tpt kebuk wasap pon, so learn to respect others la kan.

n i have no idea, mana la org boleh terfikir yg smoke tu macho. aduhai tlg la, it's a major turn off kot?

ok2. melalut gl. tiba2 emosi endup nak memaki semua smokers. ;p

ok bottom line, kalau korang nak smoke sila. x perlu la rs defensive sgt kalau aku tanya, it's just curiosity talking, xde niat nak judge korang ke apa.

and kalau aku tutup2 hidung korang tgh smoke, sila jgn nak berperangai 'alah-pmpn-ni-cam-bagus-sgt-dpt-laki-smoke-br-tahu'. what im doing is that i'm just trying to protect myself. tau tak effect aku kena lg teruk dr korang sbb aku sedut ikut hidung terus direct ke lung? aku tanggung lebih kot? aku ni dah cukup mengandungi pelbagai masalah kesihatan turun temurun+ berbadan cilik molek so mmg kena extra precautionssss.

and tlg la jgn nak menipu wahai si lelaki konon2 ko x smoke utk mendapatkan pmpn yg diingini pastu sampai mati mmg korang tkn admit yg korang smoke pdhl ko isap cam cerobong kapal. merepek. kalau dah dr awal dah menipu, x ke seksa pas tu korang nak being honest nak btau ko smoke? lg down kot pmpn yg konon2 ko cintai tu. igt senang ke dah berthn couple pastu tiba2 nak accept the fact that u guys smoke dah sekian, pastu ko menipu berthn2 sekian, pastu tebal muka sbb berlagak kat semua org yg ko nya bf konon2 x smoking n kutuk semua lelaki smoking sekian. mmg sekian shj hubungan kt la kan. aduhai kenapa anda sgt emosi wahai ria sila bersabar.

ok in the nutshell, *tatau berapa kali kasimpulan entah* aku TAK BENCI org yg smoke. aku BENCI penipu. aku BENCI org yg x reti nak consider org lain, selfish. tp xdela sampai aku pangkah semua smokers kerana ayah ialah ex-smoker, angah smoke, besfren aku sme smoke. tp diorang tau nak respect org lain, smoke jauh2, luar rumah, dan sebagai la. oh terlalu byk aku nak tulis sebenarnya, tp cukup la ayat2 maki di sini shj.

peace! ;)

DETEST. HATRED. LOATHE.

i hate this feeling. i hate me hating people for no apparent reason, or when i already know what to expect from that particular person, but i'm trying to be optimist and hope that for once that person will actually change, but to no surprise, remains the same. haish. melayu dgn janji mereka. mmg x dpt dipisahkan. nauzubillah.

haha. sebln x post pape tiba2 post sesuatu yg emosi. bengot ria. aduhai, i hate the state of having PMS to be blamed on for my sucky attitude. mayb too many things happened lately and that's why im soooo irritable.

aduhai ria pls change.

stop being affected by people who clearly dont care about u and pls be cool like always.

glass half full glass half full!






and there i thought i will always have u as my best friend..

guess people really do change, for better or for worse.

i miss my gauls. erm at least part of them.

please.

if u r reading this. i'm sure glad so. i'm not good at expressing my feelings, just that i think u should know.

let me go. even as a friend. it's heartbreaking to know someone u used to love fall apart in front of you. i hate this part right here. really, i do.

sometimes i wonder, did i misinterpret anything that you said or did. i also questioned, those things that you told me about how much you have changed, and i nearly fall for that. thank you for clearing things out. :)

and this time i will be firm. no more turning back. it's not that i think i'm wayyyy too good for you, but i just can't take it anymore. i don't want to know about you and your whereabouts. to tell u the truth, if we have never been together, i would definitely, never, would even consider, to be your friend.

sorry but when it comes to you, i don't know why i can't be just friends with you, without emotionally involved.

this time, i think i owe you an explanation, and so that's it. telling you verbally, or thru texting is too impossible. sorry for being so gut-less. i'm trying to be firm here, so pls, for once, i really hope you can respect me. stop calling me, you know i won't pick it up. neither today, nor next month. i'm trying to be firm.

pls, i really hope this time we end up 'cool'. no more cursing or anything left unknown. i hope i have clear things out.

and i'm not sure whether you got my friend's msg, just so u know that i know nothing til she's send it, and she might just exaggerate it a bit, or misinterpret what i'm telling her. hope you are doing ok with your fellow friends. no need for me to say 'take care' then? ;)

selamat berjuang..

buat seseorang yg ingin berjihad.

sesungguhnya akak sangat terkejut dgn tindakanmu buat kali ini. terkejut yang berbaur kegembiraan.. sangat besar perjuanganmu buat kali ini. akak doakan yang terbaik untuk awak. kuatkan hati ye, jihad kali ini bukan main2, awak mesti firm dgn decision awak, jgn tiba2 nak berpatah balik kat ibu ye bila kesusahan melanda.. :)

awak tinggalkan akak sorang2. :(

tapi tidak mengapa, demi untuk kebahagiaan keluarga kita.. ingt apa yang pernah kita katakan. cuba untuk membawa perubahan dalam keluarga kita.. tidak tergambar gembiranya time raya aritu sebab at last, ada jugak orang yang acknowledge, dan menghargai usaha akak yg teramat sgt la kecil di banding dgn usaha kamu skrg.. :)

wahai cousinku, make me proud. semoga Allah mempermudahkan jln kamu utk berjihad di jln-Nya... doa akak senantiasa mengiringimu jauh dari kuantan ini. :)

CBC.

salam.

officially, my 'wira' left me. 1030 just now, the third buyer (this time for real, no more false alarm) took it away.. sad.. that uncle just came yesterday to have a look at it, then to my surprise, he wants to take it at that particular moment, but ayah left the 'geran kereta' kat office.. ayah janji la nak bg today.. erm. i didnt come out of my room pun, so sad of seeing my precious leave me.. but later ibu came and asked me to at least meet them. and for the last time to see my wira. as the new owner stays at KB, so the chances of seeing again is impossible. erm..

this time, the Kubler Ross stages of grieving really help me. to overcome this.
denial
anger
bargaining
depressed
and finally. acceptance. erm.

huhu. i know i'm overacting. but that wira does help help me alot. since i'm in form 3. bye bye my dear. hope u behave well with ur new owner..

tarawikh

sedang ber'morekh', tarawikh menjadi isu perbualan kami (me ibu n ayah, yes sy anak kesayangan sudah tentu ;p).

ayah cerita (more like a complain, bcos that's what he do best at!) la psl solat ni. erm. cam sedih jgk sbb semua org pon nak tarawikh, tp nak rushing, nak cepat abes. yes mmg penat kot tp actually, solat ni ialah solat sunat, supposedly kt buat willingly, not in the stress environment..

n satu lg, bila solat isya di bln ramadhan ni, imam tend to rush, finish it early. baca surah pendek, solat sunat rawatib laju2, x sempat bg salam pun dah start iqamat utk solat tarawikh. witir pon sekejap sgt. n worst case td, imam tu boleh pulak baca surah 'inna a'toina'. solat isyak. aren't isyak supposed to be the most relaxing waktu? sbb dia paling pjg? erm.

n satu lg perkara disheartening yg boleh tgk kat masjid kat rumah i ni, yg i mrh sgt sbb. ok, i'm not condemning. tp sedih. and i tried so many times, cuba membaiki persepsi mereka.

1. x suka share sejadah. apalah salahnya kalau ye pon nak guna sejadah kecil, bentang atas sejadah bsr tu, byk gl kot kat masjid tu?? ni x, semua org ada sejadah kecil tu, pastu saf jadi la cam ular kena palu. senget benget. and pernah sekali, i bentang sejadah pjg, dgn niat nanti sape2 nak solat sebelah boleh la share, tp tiba2 bila dah imam abes iqamat, org sme naik2 utk penuhkn saf, then macik tu nak solat sblh, dia tariknya sejadah yg i dah bentang tu pas kat saf blkg, then dia letak sejadah kecil dia. i was like so stunted. i terbuat muka (i mean pndg macik tu ternganga). macik tu terus solat. time tu mmg rs nak nangis gl. nak gi amek sejadah dah x sempat dah, then ibu bg her sejadah kecil n dia solat je atas sejadah bsr yg di share dgn org sblh. hurm. she did put in effort nak say sorry, x la i mean dia nak salam la after solat, tp at that moment i was so pissed off,(x berfikir sbb mrh sgt) bagi je slm i slm ibu and the macik next to her and next next next tanpa pusing kat dia lgsg. erm. i was selfish yes. i'm not proud of that.

2. solat sebatu2 jauhnya. ok to be precised its actually satu hasta. dgn alasan nanti bila tahiyyat akhir, terduduk atas kaki org sebelah, sakit, dah tua tulang sme dah lembik. haiya, bukan setakat setan boleh lalu, ni sampai menari chacha dgn cucu cicit dia kot sebelah. tau x apa kegunaan berjemaah? erm. terlalu byk nak tulis tp rs berdosa mengutuk org tua. lg2 bila, org tua yg merasakan dia telah lama hidup, lebih byk mkn garam dan pendapat org2 muda hanya dipandang enteng (terre gl bm aku! ;p) kerana 'kamu muda sila jgn nak perasan pandai' padahal dia hanyalah 'dr kecil belajar mengenai sesuatu itu dgn menghafal, tanpa rasional dan hukum tidak diketahui'.

hai. sy x mrh, cuma sedih dgn perilaku sesetengah pihak. ok tiba2 sy menggunakan proper bm. hahaha.

cukuplah coretan utk kali ini.
moga bertemu di lain entri. ;p

muhammad haziq razali.

erm. berbuka kali ni sgt sedih.


arini sgt pilu. tiba2 semua org teringat dekat angah..

walaupun dia makin gemuk kat sana, teringat camne dia.

masak nasi ayam terigt him. taufu sumbat. cheese cake. semua la bcos he lovesss to eat! tentera kerahan di kala puasa, suruh dia rebus kerang la (ok seriously ni sgt menyakitkan hati), sardine roll, q lakna, pengkritik makanan yg plg hebat (ok dia kritik slps pinggan dah licin) erm. now i have to do it all alone. srh adik2 wat sakit jiwa je.. walaupun srh angah pon sakit hati.

nak buat kuih raya pon xde mood. x perlu bersusah payah dah nak kena sorok kuih raya sampai raya. if not dia boleh mkn my choc chips tu cam keropok je sambil tgk tv?

xde org i nak gaduh. nak irritate me. ( oh i tatau the purpose of i'm missing u for this??)

xde org nak tlg ya basuh toilet. (oh sejak kerja cleaner dia sgt particular psl kebersihan if not dia pon sama je?)

oh rindu kueh teow kungfu anda juga.

erm. and this would be the third raya without him around.. no more stupid annoying jokes, sarcasms from u? oh tiba2 ya teringat awak lubangkan baju raya ya sbb tgh drive tu habuk rokok awak kena bj ya (another reason y i DETEST smoking!). i hate u for that.

anyhoo, i'm proud of u my bro. at least u've change alot. x sia2 duit ibu ayah dan elaun sy yg dipotong sbb nak hantar kamu?

cepat habiskan phd tu dan pulang? ya pulak nak keluar malaysia. hihihi.

back on demand!

aku cantik sekian terima kasih. hahahaha.

busy kot nak siapkan assignments byk? nanti2 aku update la. geram betul. dah xde point sgt la tu nak menganjing? ;p