mutiara kata.

salam semua..

naddy, kt pinjam quotation ni eh.. :)

"Di antara tanda-tanda (kebesaran)-Nya ialah Dia menciptakan pasangan-pasangan untukmu dari jenismu sendiri, agar kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya, dan Dia menjadikan di antaramu rasa kasih dan sayang. Sungguh, pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda (kebesaran Allah) bagi kaum yang berfikir."

(Ar-Rum; 30:21)

CBC.

salam.

officially, my 'wira' left me. 1030 just now, the third buyer (this time for real, no more false alarm) took it away.. sad.. that uncle just came yesterday to have a look at it, then to my surprise, he wants to take it at that particular moment, but ayah left the 'geran kereta' kat office.. ayah janji la nak bg today.. erm. i didnt come out of my room pun, so sad of seeing my precious leave me.. but later ibu came and asked me to at least meet them. and for the last time to see my wira. as the new owner stays at KB, so the chances of seeing again is impossible. erm..

this time, the Kubler Ross stages of grieving really help me. to overcome this.
denial
anger
bargaining
depressed
and finally. acceptance. erm.

huhu. i know i'm overacting. but that wira does help help me alot. since i'm in form 3. bye bye my dear. hope u behave well with ur new owner..

tarawikh

sedang ber'morekh', tarawikh menjadi isu perbualan kami (me ibu n ayah, yes sy anak kesayangan sudah tentu ;p).

ayah cerita (more like a complain, bcos that's what he do best at!) la psl solat ni. erm. cam sedih jgk sbb semua org pon nak tarawikh, tp nak rushing, nak cepat abes. yes mmg penat kot tp actually, solat ni ialah solat sunat, supposedly kt buat willingly, not in the stress environment..

n satu lg, bila solat isya di bln ramadhan ni, imam tend to rush, finish it early. baca surah pendek, solat sunat rawatib laju2, x sempat bg salam pun dah start iqamat utk solat tarawikh. witir pon sekejap sgt. n worst case td, imam tu boleh pulak baca surah 'inna a'toina'. solat isyak. aren't isyak supposed to be the most relaxing waktu? sbb dia paling pjg? erm.

n satu lg perkara disheartening yg boleh tgk kat masjid kat rumah i ni, yg i mrh sgt sbb. ok, i'm not condemning. tp sedih. and i tried so many times, cuba membaiki persepsi mereka.

1. x suka share sejadah. apalah salahnya kalau ye pon nak guna sejadah kecil, bentang atas sejadah bsr tu, byk gl kot kat masjid tu?? ni x, semua org ada sejadah kecil tu, pastu saf jadi la cam ular kena palu. senget benget. and pernah sekali, i bentang sejadah pjg, dgn niat nanti sape2 nak solat sebelah boleh la share, tp tiba2 bila dah imam abes iqamat, org sme naik2 utk penuhkn saf, then macik tu nak solat sblh, dia tariknya sejadah yg i dah bentang tu pas kat saf blkg, then dia letak sejadah kecil dia. i was like so stunted. i terbuat muka (i mean pndg macik tu ternganga). macik tu terus solat. time tu mmg rs nak nangis gl. nak gi amek sejadah dah x sempat dah, then ibu bg her sejadah kecil n dia solat je atas sejadah bsr yg di share dgn org sblh. hurm. she did put in effort nak say sorry, x la i mean dia nak salam la after solat, tp at that moment i was so pissed off,(x berfikir sbb mrh sgt) bagi je slm i slm ibu and the macik next to her and next next next tanpa pusing kat dia lgsg. erm. i was selfish yes. i'm not proud of that.

2. solat sebatu2 jauhnya. ok to be precised its actually satu hasta. dgn alasan nanti bila tahiyyat akhir, terduduk atas kaki org sebelah, sakit, dah tua tulang sme dah lembik. haiya, bukan setakat setan boleh lalu, ni sampai menari chacha dgn cucu cicit dia kot sebelah. tau x apa kegunaan berjemaah? erm. terlalu byk nak tulis tp rs berdosa mengutuk org tua. lg2 bila, org tua yg merasakan dia telah lama hidup, lebih byk mkn garam dan pendapat org2 muda hanya dipandang enteng (terre gl bm aku! ;p) kerana 'kamu muda sila jgn nak perasan pandai' padahal dia hanyalah 'dr kecil belajar mengenai sesuatu itu dgn menghafal, tanpa rasional dan hukum tidak diketahui'.

hai. sy x mrh, cuma sedih dgn perilaku sesetengah pihak. ok tiba2 sy menggunakan proper bm. hahaha.

cukuplah coretan utk kali ini.
moga bertemu di lain entri. ;p

muhammad haziq razali.

erm. berbuka kali ni sgt sedih.


arini sgt pilu. tiba2 semua org teringat dekat angah..

walaupun dia makin gemuk kat sana, teringat camne dia.

masak nasi ayam terigt him. taufu sumbat. cheese cake. semua la bcos he lovesss to eat! tentera kerahan di kala puasa, suruh dia rebus kerang la (ok seriously ni sgt menyakitkan hati), sardine roll, q lakna, pengkritik makanan yg plg hebat (ok dia kritik slps pinggan dah licin) erm. now i have to do it all alone. srh adik2 wat sakit jiwa je.. walaupun srh angah pon sakit hati.

nak buat kuih raya pon xde mood. x perlu bersusah payah dah nak kena sorok kuih raya sampai raya. if not dia boleh mkn my choc chips tu cam keropok je sambil tgk tv?

xde org i nak gaduh. nak irritate me. ( oh i tatau the purpose of i'm missing u for this??)

xde org nak tlg ya basuh toilet. (oh sejak kerja cleaner dia sgt particular psl kebersihan if not dia pon sama je?)

oh rindu kueh teow kungfu anda juga.

erm. and this would be the third raya without him around.. no more stupid annoying jokes, sarcasms from u? oh tiba2 ya teringat awak lubangkan baju raya ya sbb tgh drive tu habuk rokok awak kena bj ya (another reason y i DETEST smoking!). i hate u for that.

anyhoo, i'm proud of u my bro. at least u've change alot. x sia2 duit ibu ayah dan elaun sy yg dipotong sbb nak hantar kamu?

cepat habiskan phd tu dan pulang? ya pulak nak keluar malaysia. hihihi.

changes

satu perkataan yg sgt besar maksudnya.

terpulang kpd individu, how they'll describe it. some can be positive, some negative.

still searching for my own path. it's not that easy that i can assure u.

my fren used to say,
"we are standing in the land of damnation.. some thought running to the light is the life purpose. but i prefer to stay behind the shadow.."

enough staying in the shadow. it's not doing u any good my dear? ;p

sekadar berkongsi. :)

Sholat Subuh di Masjid

Seorang pria bangun pagi2 buta utk sholat subuh di Masjid .

Dia berpakaian, berwudhu dan berjalan menuju masjid .

ditengah jalan menuju masjid, pria tsb jatuh dan pakaiannya kotor.

Dia bangkit, membersihkan bajunya, dan pulang kembali ke rumah. Di rumah,

dia berganti baju, berwudhu, dan, LAGI,

berjalan menuju masjid .

Dlm perjalanan kembali ke masjid , dia jatuh lagi di tempat yg sama!

Dia, sekali lagi, bangkit, membersihkan dirinya dan kembali ke rumah.

Di rumah, dia, sekali lagi, berganti baju,

berwudhu dan berjalan menuju masjid .

Di tengah jalan menuju masjid , dia bertemu seorang pria yg memegang lampu.

Dia menanyakan identitas pria tsb, dan pria itu menjawab "Saya melihat anda jatuh 2 kali di perjalanan menuju masjid ,

jadi saya bawakan lampu untuk menerangi jalan anda.'

Pria pertama mengucapkan ter ima kasih dan mereka berdua berjalan ke masjid .

Saat sampai di masjid , pria pertama bertanya kepada pria yang

membawa lampu untuk masuk dan sholat subuh bersamanya.

Pria kedua menolak.

Pria pertama mengajak lagi hingga berkali2 dan,

lagi, jawabannya sama.

Pria pertama bertanya, kenapa menolak untuk masuk dan sholat.

Pria kedua menjawab

Aku adalah Setan (devil/ evil)

Pria itu terkejut dgn jawaban pria kedua.

Setan kemudian menjelaskan,

'Saya melihat kamu berjalan ke masj id ,

dan sayalah yg membuat kamu terjatuh. Ketika kamu pulang ke rumah,

membersihkan badan dan kembali ke masj id ,

Allah memaafkan semua dosa2mu.

Saya membuatmu jatuh kedua kalinya, dan

bahkan itupun tidak membuatmu merubah pikiran untuk tinggal dirumah saja,

kamu tetap memutuskan kembali masjid .

Karena hal itu, Allah memaafkan dosa2 seluruh anggota keluargamu.

Saya KHAWATIR jika saya membuat mu jatuh utk ketiga kalinya,

jangan2 Allah akan memaafkan dosa2 seluruh penduduk desamu,

jadi saya harus memastikan bahwa anda sampai d ima sjid dgn selamat..'

Jadi, jangan pernah biarkan Setan mendapatkan keuntungan dari setiap aksinya.

Jangan melepaskan sebuah niat baik yg hendak kamu lakukan karena kamu tidak pernah tahu ganjaran yg akan kamu dapat

dari segala kesulitan yg kamu temui dalam usahamu utk melaksanakan niat baik tersebut ..

back on demand!

aku cantik sekian terima kasih. hahahaha.

busy kot nak siapkan assignments byk? nanti2 aku update la. geram betul. dah xde point sgt la tu nak menganjing? ;p

emotion suppression and cardiovascular disease.

is hiding feelings bad for ur heart?

the answer is yes, based n scientific literature, there's a link between emotion inhibition to a variety of diseases, implicated to asthma, cancer, chronic pain disorder and cardiovascular disease.

a pair of cardiologists, observed that their coronary heart disease patients seemed to be unusually competitive, hard-driving, impatient, and hostile.

ni i terbaca article time tgh wat assignment. cam sgt menarik. erm, but i think i'm being so freaking sarcarstic, in fact, sardonic is because that is how i express my feelings better kot. because i'm not good in heart-2-heart talk. usually i endup saying nothing n just listen to the other party. erm. guess i have to learn to express myself better?

dilemma.

hai disana.
hai disini.

hai. hai. hai. hahaha.

ni namanya stress wat assignments. xde idea. kena marah dgn masyitah. nak msg seseorang tp takut mengganggu? haha gediknya aku.

kata dulang paku serpih.
kata org dia yg lebih?

erm. mixed feelings. dont know what i'm suppossed feel?

tula. jgn bermain dgn api?

obesity.

The health problems associated with obesity are numerous. Obesity is not just a cosmetic problem. It's a health hazard. Someone who is 40% overweight is twice as likely to die prematurely as is an average-weight person. This is because obesity has been linked to several serious medical conditions, including:

• Heart disease and stroke.
• High blood pressure.
• Diabetes.
• Cancer.
• Gallbladder disease and gallstones.
• Osteoarthritis.
• Gout.
• Breathing problems, such as sleep apnea (when a person stops breathing for a short time during sleep) and asthma.

Many obesity experts believe that people who are less than 20% above their healthy weight should still try to lose weight if they have any of the following risk factors.

• Family history of certain chronic diseases. People with close relatives who have had heart disease or diabetes are more likely to develop these problems if they are obese.
• Pre-existing medical conditions. High blood pressure, high cholesterol levels, or high blood sugar levels are all warning signs of some obesity-associated diseases.
• "Apple" shape. People whose weight is concentrated around their stomachs may be at greater risk of developing heart disease, diabetes or cancer than people of the same weight who are "pear-shaped" (they carry their weight in their hips and buttocks).

Fortunately, even a modest weight loss of 10 to 20 pounds can bring significant health improvements, such as lowering one's blood pressure and cholesterol levels.

erm. i have to motivate myself to live healthy, as a health care personnel, i must show good example to others right? erm. starting from today, i'm gonna start working on to lose weight. i'm way to busy? NO! NO MORE EXCUSE!