weds weds weds! :)

assalamualaikum w.b.t.

apa khabar pagi2 dinihari? indahkan bercuti? utk anda semua mungkin ye tp saya terpaksa bekerja demi sesuap nasi. tapi xpe gaji dabel yeay!

ok. actually nak share pictures of my best friends' wedding, both of them are. simple yet very elegant! i loveeeee it! congrats to you both. me hearty you and you!

some pics to share.

akad nikah, 2115 hours, 29th january 2011.

sgt comel! :)


kawan2 tlg meng'amin'kan doa encik pengantin baru. :)



adakah kerana beliau seorang ADO jadi kami semua terpaksa buat posing 1malaysia?

*peh mubin pls tgk aku siap address ko BELIAU hokeh!*


bakal kena hempas!


curi2 hamek gambar time pengantin busy kat luar! hehe. suka sgt pic ni!


mas' reception, 1200noon, 30th january 2011.


hah semek ni! bukan main gaya konon mengarang best2, tapi nak tengok tak kejadah apa yg dia tulis?


padahal lukis gmbr tahi je pastu angkat buku tinggi2 nak cium buku. haha!


the golden girls. i heart all of you! ;) (MIA: betty and asha).



gedik2 sket... hahA!


the ex-smartians yg hadir. :)


the best thing, reunite with my form5 class teacher, cikgu rozita!! serious pelok2 x tahu malu haha!


post-wedding activity, karaoke session is a must. ;p



tahu x dalam ramai2 ni semua, siapa yg terpaling hot?


kepada ae and epy, korang tgk je la gmbr2 ni. sape suh menggeletis nak gi aussie. jgn lupa bwk balik wombat seko.

zaireen pula, dah konon2 nak kena transfer kuantan balik, sila lah bawak udang balik byk2.

sekian!

hypocrisy

ok tiba2 hari ni rajin nak menaip. ayuh! hehe. nak bincangkan psl 'hypocrite'

ok what is hypocrite? based on merriam-webster,

' a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings'

for me, i rs ada 2 type. satu yg positif, satu yg negatif.

positif:

bila kita kurang menyukai, tp tidak membenci org, tp kita tidak menunjukkan kebencian kpd org tersebut. kira hypocrite ke camtu?

adakah itu bermaksud, kalau kita x berapa dgn org tu, kita perlu menunjukkan kebencian kpd seluruh umat manusia?

bukan ke nanti akan jadi lebih keruh?

bcos for me, if ada org x suka aku, aku lg prefer dia buat biasa je, rather than tarik muka dan jeling2 depan2. chill la weh, mcm semua org suka kau? tp faham2 bahasa la if that person dont talk to you that much, or x amek tahu sgt psl ko, faham2 sendiri la then back off. get it?

if that is why you are calling me hypocrite, then i wont argue. guilty as charged. i have my own stand. and i think it's for the best. :)

negatif:

'hypocrite' is a very strong word, kdg2 bila org ckp hypocrite ni org kaitkan dgn munafiq. so choose your word wisely. :)

renung-renungkanlah, sekiranya anda jenis manusia yg sgt straight forward, dan anda menganggap bercakap secara terus terang tanpa memikirkan perasaan org lain, dgn alasan tidak menyimpan apa2 dlm hati, think again, mmg anda tidak mengumpat (la sangat, pdhl nanti brag kat org lain anda sound direct kat dia) dan bagai, tp melukakan hati dan perasaan org lain, x kira berdosa ke?

kita ni dalam komuniti yg bsr,bekerja bersama2, bukan utk jangka masa pendek je, demi memberikan perawatan yg terbaik utk semua.

solusi: learn to let go. kurang menyukai seseorang, jauhkan diri sedikit,, mungkin ambil sedikit masa utk menerima dia. jgn sampai putus kawan, tp ko mesti igt dlm otak yg ko pon entah disukai ke tidak, so jgn membenci org, let go, dia ada kekurangan dia, ko ada kekurangan ko, kalau nak perfect sepanjang masa susah la weh. LET GO.

manusia

manusia tu mmg susah nk reti bersyukur kan?

yg gemuk nak kurus.

yg kurus nak gemok.

yg bdn mantap nak muka licin.

yg muka licin tnk pucat sgt.

yg pucat nak gelap sikit.

yg gelap nak cerah.

wah terlalu byk! anda berada di kategori mana? ;)

bersyukurlah dgn nikmat yg Allah kurniakan. kang kena tarik balik kang baru tahu.
see! sweet je. x kurus x gemok x hitam x pucat. thank you Allah for all Your blesses. :)

hahahahh dah kena marah baru reti nak bersyukur!

dunno. dont care.

me being paranoid about relationship. i have my own reason. and i don't appreciate being judged by people who barely know me.

you dont know what i have to go thru. so dont assume things that u have no idea of. yes it's been 3 years, and its not that i'm not over him, its just. when someone who matters the most for u, betray you, lie to you, each and every single thing that you thought u know him, it's just not that easy to start all over again. picking up the pieces, all on your own. and i think it's not fair for me to pu the blame on him solely but i am easily affected by that. i might not show my weaknesses, but think again, i'm only a girl, how strong can i be?

i hate the idea of turning over a new leaf,
i hate the idea of getting to know a guy,
i hate the idea of being cheated,
i hate the idea of being pleased just to shut me up.

i'm down at my lowest, not being able to start a new relationship is my fault most probably, but it is something i faced before. i am so sorry.

or maybe, maybe, i just haven't met the right one. pray for me dear friends.

bee boo bee boo

i love my ayah. he's everything to me. walaupun bermulut jahat, hati dia baik. always being super duper overprotective, because i think i will always be his little girl.

i love my ibu. very very much. ibu is the one who make it possible for me. in each and every way, she's being so supportive. she's the best gossip partner ever.

i love along as well. along helps me alot, especially in settling the car business. sorry along menyusahkan awak, kena deal dgn ayah lagi dgn bank lg. huhu.

i love angah the most. even though he bullies me back when we were still cute and adorable. UNBEARABLE. sumpah dia jht gila tp xle cerita sbb terlalu memalukan. haha! we still argue alot every now and then, have some disagreement, but he is the one i can always turn to. tp tadah telinga je la kan. haha! and he never forgets to buy things for us. *haha sebab ni sayang lebih* really! sometimes when i'm going out, i always look myself in the mirror and realize something. 'ya Allah! harap tudung je beli sendiri, kasut, jeans, baju, beg semua angah belikan. perfume pon!!! gila loser' T_T

i love adik! yes he is my blackie, and he will always be my baby bro no matter how tall he is now, how huge his stomach is, because apart of him still wants attention and manja. but nowadays he is like the only one that we can count on. doing the household chores.

currently, i am very mad at im. i still cant accept the fact that he is smoking. he was caught few days ago, when i'm in kuantan. i am very devastated. i dont even know where does he learn all of this, because all of his close friends didnt smoke. it is a small thing, but for me, it's still hard to digest. he will always be my little bro, so i need some time to adapt with it.

i can still remember in form 2, when i discovered that angah was smoking. i ran to the toilet and i cried. cant remember for how long. i am still paranoid..

work is great, payment is a big dissapointment, i am trying to manage myself properly, money is always a problem for me. tu la boros. T_T

ALERT ALERT!!

I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT. SERIOUSLY!!!

omg. uniform posting dulu dah ketat. OMG lagi.

OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG!!

and being roomate to a dietician is not helping at all! late night coming back with foods. OMG!

working crazy hours, no enough time to eat properly so end up snacking for fast glucose action.


OMG!! I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING!

can someone tell me how to lose weight without having to work out? because seriously i have no time. and i have no one to accompany me.

i cannot do excessive/ heavy workout because my ACL cannot handle anymore. will torn apart !

spider angiomas is everywhere!!

OMG siannya bakal suamiku. T_T

assalamualaikum!

wbt.

salam sejahtera saya ucapkan buat sahabat2 handai sekalian. lamanya x update blog. even sebelum kerja pon dah malas nak update, apetah lagi sekarang ini pabila sudah bekerja di waktu2 jelik (odd hours). sedikit update ringkas mengenai kisah hidupku sebagai anak perantauan.







muslimah bukan gambar diatas? celeb bday pakai baju kurung hahaha!


on the 4th of november (my birthday) dapat call from pusrawi, saying that my application has been accepted. yippa! dapat news ni time tu dah kat terengganu, kat rumah chicho to be precise. attending fiey's engagement ceremony. very little ceremony la sangat. tgk2 ramai juga org. huhu.


ok kembali ke alam pekerjaan. kini dah pasti berposting di surgical ward (kena duduk dulu at least sampai competent baru boleh pergi ke specialize area T_T ).

so currently, kerja sangat menarik. kadang2 terfikir nak puasa setiap hari sebab busy bukan sempat makan pon so baik puasa disamping boleh menabung sedikit utk hari tua wahaha. takpe cita2 tu penting. tapi jgn tertipu ye ni baru angan2 mat jenin. badan mmg dah xle kurus watla camne pon huhu. tipu ria jgn tipu adakah anda berusaha? tidakkkk

for the last 3 weeks stay kat rumah maklong di shah alam. fuh tu yg kena keluar rumah 2 hours before time masuk sbb jauh and sebagai pekerja baru mana boleh masuk kerja lambat! lagipun ddk kat kl ni kena consider byk mende, traffic jam, sesat barat lagi. mmg haru la! kat ktn yela setengah jam sebelum masuk kerja baru nak bgn. haha! tapi bestnya sbb ddk rumah aunty yg sgt comfortable sampai lupa diri. haha! maaf maklong!

sebenarnya baru je pindah masuk (moving in) kat rumah sewa di kg baru last week . sangat menarik nafas lega apabila dayah nazri, dietician di pusrawi pon nak menyewa. fuh lega gila! so ada geng. so sekarang ber roomate dgn dayah. nasib baik dia jenis cool n x kesah dgn perangai yg x berapa nak pengemas sepanjang masa ni. haha! walaupun rumah pangsa ini kelihatan menggerunkan, tapi condition rumah dia ok and sgt dekat dgn pusrawi. so sekrang dah boleh buat perangai keluar rumah 20 minit sebelum waktu bekerja.

dah bekerja ni, sgt different. semua kena fikir sendiri. hutang melambak nak kena bayar. x boleh joli2 dah. nak kena byr rumah sewa kereta makan bagai. kalau x cukup duit silalah berpuasa. tapi saat indah tiba bila ibu dan bapa dtg outstesen di sini lalu kamu pon dgn hati tenang menyemak nak tidur hotel jgk biarlah hotel x seberapa sejauh mana pon sanggup. haha!

but one thing that i'm very thankful of is, masa menjadi perantauan (ok byk kali aku emphasize perantauan sebab ketahuilah yg aku hanya keluar ktn 2 tahun je masa matric uia kat pj ye) Allah mcm mempermudahkan urusan sangat2. walaupun kdg2 bgn lmbt, keluar lmbt tp still sempat sampai on time.

and i got a very good supporting system, my parents are always there by my side. ye mmg amat segan dah kerja pon still menyusahkan mak bapak, tapi.. x stable lagi.. selama ni hidup semua mak bapak yg buatkan, sampai folio sejarah form5 pon ibu buatkan, dah camne? wuwu. thanks ayah for the car, along pon jgk sbb mmg dia settlekan from a to z, i love u both for that. trizillion thanks to ibu, dari sekolah asyik melayan ya beli brg2 konon2 sikit tapi gabung2 dah boleh dpt satu biji lagi kereta jerung. thanks angah, bila ya pakai baju setiap hari ya rasa cam tudung je beli sendiri, yg lain tu semua ihsan angah pls belikan lagi i lebiu.

i love you all. i really do. thanks to all my fellow friends as well. you guys do know i love u loadssss kan? ;)

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. pls pray that i can survive with this little salary. i need to grow up! chaiyok!