sickening

fed up dgn kehidupan yg merepek. kalau aku tahu begini nasib DEGREE nurses, aku dah stick je dgn engineering dulu.

people are so freaking narrow minded. i just dont know what's the big deal with DEGREE nurse. dah la mmg salary kalah/ sama dgn diploma grads, kerja asyik kena condemn.

bukankah memang logik, kalau baru kerja, kerja KURANG kompeten? apa, yg amek sijil, diploma semua mmg lahir2 terus terre insert NG tube terre insert CBD ke hape? i am not giving reasons, i'm just trying to justify my actions.

pastu tatau la kenapa susah gil nak terima kenyataan, skrg dah ramai degree grads, kita ni na maju ke depan bukan undur ke belakang. ko sijil ke, diploma ke, x kesah lah ada ke kitorang pandang hina korang? korang experience berpuloh2 tahun, mungkin boleh give and take, ko ajar kitorang practical, kitorang cerita psl theoretical aspect. kan win-win situation?

nak majukan nursing, nak nursing berdiri setaraf dgn profession2 lain. yeah right! prove it la! ni nak bising je condemn org sepjg masa. jomla bergerak seiringan !

pastu kejadah hape ko keluarkan product degree in nursing kalau ko xle nak hire bekerja! gov lgsg x pandang. igt belajar senang2 ke? dgn dah tua bangka baru nak grad. igt tidur golek2 dah dpt degree. camtu ke? devastated. truthfully i am. feels like 6 years of my life wasted down the drain. bila dah jadi camni, timbullah perasaan 'patutnya' yg bermacam2.

cuba sedaya upaya utk menjadi positif, tp kdg2 tersungkur juga dgn perasaan yg x reti nak bersyukur ni. tetapkanlah hatiku, moga2 terbalas segala tanda tanya dan pengorbanan yg telah dikorbankan di jalan nursing ini.. ikhlaskanlah hatiku Ya Allah.. :(

interview (especially to my classmates)

assalamualaikum and hye peeps! hehe. lama dah nak buat entry ni tapi asyik bertangguh je. nak share with you all about an interview i attended last week. first time terasa puas hati dan x sakit hati pergi interview. even if i dont get the job there, i dont mind. as long as i played well during the interview session. hehe.

arriving 20 minutes earlier, since i just stayed next to the hospital, is an advantage for me. at least i got enough time to calm myself down and also last minute preparation *doing some reading first* because they warned me that they are going to carry out a test before the interview session.

come to my surprise, the questions are subjective form, and also more than half of it are drugs calculations! pffttt! and i dont even know there are 7 rights of serving medication nowadays! during my time there's only 6 meh?? hahaha.

i dont mind doing the calculation but theres question that ask about the formula! haha funny. tembak je lorhhhh!

then while waiting for my turn for an interview, only then i knew there are 3 panels that are going to interview, the matron herself, asst matron (a GUY!) and a sister from which ward i am not sure.

starting with some introduction about myself, my strength and also my participation during my study (wow never been asked about that before!) and i startled for awhile trying to think about my co-curriculum activities during my studying time. haha.

conducted in english medium, and the three of them seems so professional, something that i havent seen for quite a while in my profession. haha. they ve been asking a general questions about nursing, in each and every area, then they will evaluate where you should be posted according to your performance. they also ask where do you want to be posted, and of course, there are some question regarding that as well. but what i love is when they ask me about my elective posting, diabetic foot care, and i go on and on and on telling them about the honey dressing and such, maggot therapy, and they just listen. they even ask me to do a presentation to the staffs and patients. wah sgt terharu k perasaan!!

i have a very good feeling about this, about the hospital.. but they need 2 weeks to inform HR and such then only they will inform me. pls good pay? because i dont know how to survive in kl with such a lil payment. T_T

pls doakan saya ye rakan2 . T_T

assalamualaikum!

it's been quite some time since the last time i updated my blog. been busy in temerloh, plus the connection is very poor, so sgt susah nak update. too much things to say, bout the nursing world of cos. tp kwn2 ramai dah berckp perihal ni. (fiey ahmad, jadulhaq). tatau lg ke mana hala tuju yg mendatang.

but one thing for sure, i learn alot about nursing, during this management posting. it's not easy one thing i can assure u. guess when people say 'nursing ini boleh menjadi pekerjaan yg paling senang dpt pahala, or dosa' are very true. posting kali ini mmg betul2 menguji kekuatan kami semua, ada yg menjadi semakin kuat ingin menjadi nus utk membetulkan mana yg salah, ada juga yg terus lemah, mengaku kalah utk menjadi seorang nus. so to all the nurses out there, especially to those yg betul2 telah menjalankan tugas anda sebagai seorang nus, congratulations. u guys are greatest. kesabaran korang sgtla di pandang tinggi.

harap2 dpt mengikut cth2 yg baik, dan yg kurang tu jadikan sempadan. ya Allah, tlg la kuatkan hatiku dlm menjadi insan yg lebih baik..

wuwuwuwuuw

off to temerloh. indahnya perjalanan hidupku! ;p

posted for 4 weeks there, for management purpose.

no weekends off. but on thursday evening will be back to ktn for class(bcos class dgn bdk2 allhs, so cannot change). and back to temerloh again on friday. that's the only day off. thank god it's just for 4 weeks. (positive aura positive aura!)

to top it of. i'm being posted to medical ward ( OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!) can imagine the hardship that i'll go through, kepenatan yg tiada bertepi.

ya Allah, pls help me get through this! oh oh terbayang kerinduan pd ibu tercinta!nanti kita gossip2 lg k darling? jgn gaduh dgn ayah ya xde ni! hahaha.

boohoo!!

wow! it's been quite some time since the last time i posted anything here. tons of things to post, just cannot decide which 1 is first and such. oh i have a great time! i can't even remember the last time i'm having a long hols (1 MONTH is consider as long enough for me of course!).

erm. what's first.

my clinical posting at temerloh!

oh sy sgt mencintai posting this time. i'm posted to psychiatric ward, ENT (ear nose throat), eye, A&E( accident&emergency) department and lastly, OT(operation theatre).

and i finally know where i belong to!

my FIRST choice, OPERATION THEATRE!
sgt sgt sgt suka di sana! walaupun super duper sejuk. tp duniaku indah! ;)

the experience i gained in this semester's posting, sgt la x terbanding dgn 2 previous years. sgt suka2. *wink2. i met all sorts of diseases and patients. and the staffs are very friendly, obviously because of less stressor there, deal with unconscious patients only! x kena maki, x kena suruh, and x kena deal with their relatives. ;)

hey hey hey!! =)

it's been quite some times. just back from sik, kedah for 'anak angkat' programmes.


yes mmg mereka negeri jelapang padi yg sgt sejati. i ate RICE RICE RICE. tons of them!!


first few days been very awful, i vomitted alot and diarrhea. but then i adjusted well to rice, and all the funny sorts of food there. batang pisang, umbut pisang, ikan pekasam(this 1 i really2 tried very hard, but so sorry, i just cant accept it!).


the experience i gained, are priceless, the bounding is very2 good.

i still cant believe there's such place in Malaysia that are still underdevelop. talking about living so 'harmony' under our government's ruling. haha. suddenly i'm being so emotional bout this. ;p


daki gunung. can't believe it. first time ever seeing 'buluh betong'. really big compared to buluh biasa. if wat lemang, sampai 4 hari bakar pon belum tentu msk. hahaha.

my family, pak teh and mak teh. why i called them by that name? because their eldest daughter is in form one, dayah, then angah, hafizam is in standard 3 and lastly, yg teramat manja wani, 3 y.o. ye mereka sgt muda dan cilik. ;p

programmes terlalu byk, sampai tok penghulu ckp x sempat nak gi kebun, nak gi kolam ikan, projek pertanian diorang semua, just sempat gi ladang getah je. hik.

will update later. gtg!