a conversation

sitting on a table, having dinner with my parents and youngest brother.

Ayah: tadi kat masjid ustaz cerita psl neraka, psl aurat, ishk ngeri ayah dengar!

Si cantik: *pura2 tanya walaupun tahu akan kena backfire* asal? cerita mana?

Ayah: hah ustaz ckp, manusia ni dia ada 3 juta rambut, setiap helai rambut yg didedahkan, akan kena hukum 60 tahun, awak bayangkanlah kalau awak keluar rumah x pakai tudung..

Si cantik: *menelan air liur* tapi ayah. kalau kita makan2 ramai2 pastu terkeluar rambut 2 3 helai, camne?

Ayah: ah kira sendiri. tatau. *gaya malas lyn sbb soalan mesti nak annoying*

dayum. baru nak tanya ayah psl org yg bertudung tapi kat friendster kat myspace, kat blog letak gmbr free hair?

ok peringatan utk diri sendiri juga ye. bukan edisi poyo asyik nak condemn org konon bagus gila.

ok korang jgn tetiba nak buat gila plak kan mentang2 rambut seurat 60 thn kena seksa kat neraka, korang bantai pakai short dgn tudung plak. ah yg tu mmg merayu2 utk dimaki.


ok sekian terima kasih.

disclaimer: gambar dibawah tiada kena mengena dengan post kali ini. ini hanya menggambarkan kesedihan x dpt2 lg gmbr convo dr encik photographer. T_T

interview (especially to my classmates)

assalamualaikum and hye peeps! hehe. lama dah nak buat entry ni tapi asyik bertangguh je. nak share with you all about an interview i attended last week. first time terasa puas hati dan x sakit hati pergi interview. even if i dont get the job there, i dont mind. as long as i played well during the interview session. hehe.

arriving 20 minutes earlier, since i just stayed next to the hospital, is an advantage for me. at least i got enough time to calm myself down and also last minute preparation *doing some reading first* because they warned me that they are going to carry out a test before the interview session.

come to my surprise, the questions are subjective form, and also more than half of it are drugs calculations! pffttt! and i dont even know there are 7 rights of serving medication nowadays! during my time there's only 6 meh?? hahaha.

i dont mind doing the calculation but theres question that ask about the formula! haha funny. tembak je lorhhhh!

then while waiting for my turn for an interview, only then i knew there are 3 panels that are going to interview, the matron herself, asst matron (a GUY!) and a sister from which ward i am not sure.

starting with some introduction about myself, my strength and also my participation during my study (wow never been asked about that before!) and i startled for awhile trying to think about my co-curriculum activities during my studying time. haha.

conducted in english medium, and the three of them seems so professional, something that i havent seen for quite a while in my profession. haha. they ve been asking a general questions about nursing, in each and every area, then they will evaluate where you should be posted according to your performance. they also ask where do you want to be posted, and of course, there are some question regarding that as well. but what i love is when they ask me about my elective posting, diabetic foot care, and i go on and on and on telling them about the honey dressing and such, maggot therapy, and they just listen. they even ask me to do a presentation to the staffs and patients. wah sgt terharu k perasaan!!

i have a very good feeling about this, about the hospital.. but they need 2 weeks to inform HR and such then only they will inform me. pls good pay? because i dont know how to survive in kl with such a lil payment. T_T

pls doakan saya ye rakan2 . T_T

edisi gerontologi. tapi bukan semua warga tua ye.

ok kawan-kawan. entri kali ini amat offensive. jika anda tergolong dalam golongan yang menyayangi golongan gerontologi di jalan yang salah, sila jangan meneruskan pembacaan anda ini. hanya orang yang berfikiran terbuka je yang patut meneruskan bacaan ini.

ok tadi aku berborak2 dgn sepupuku. dia menyatakan kemarahan tentang bengangnya beliau psl tadi dia kena marah dgn boss. sbb dia x letak "YANG BERBAHAGIA" ketika membuat surat utk meminta seorang DATUK/DATO' sampaikan dato tu tanak bagi ceramah. wah. sgt mengagumkan.

ok tu iklan je tiada kena mengena dgn cerita yg akan diluahkan dari benak hati ini. wah bm ku semakin menggila!

ok camni. apa yg nak di'highlight'kan disini ialah

1. kadang, di negara kita, sy merasakan kita terlalu mengikut adat resam, adat yg akhirnya nak buat apa tah faedahnya ada apa tah dan sebagai. contohnya, sekiranya kita x address YANG BERBAHAGIA, tapi still panggil dato, perlu ke dijadikan isu yg bsr? bukan nya org tu x address ko dato dan terus panggil ko pacik atau pencacai? kenapa perkara sebegini pon perlu dijadikan isu?

2. ok ni agak kejam tapi inilah kebenaran. tgk x ahli geron (org2 tua) kat msia ni. umur berapa yg dah consider tua? tapi perasan x masing2 bila kita(yg dah bermuka tua) memanggil pacik macik kat org yg berumur, diorang cam denial, cam x suka kita address diorang pacik macik. duh pacik! dah mmg ko cam sebaya umur mak bapak aku kot! takan aku nak panggil ko adik plak?? bapak fake gila!

3. hah pastukan. diorang ni bila panggil pacik macik mrh. tp cuba korang tgk eh. diorang punya capability. attitude. ok contohnya, masa kerja kat bakewell dulu. org selalu beli perkakas barang memasak bukan sket2. byk gila kot. pastu berat nak mampus kot nak mengangkut tepung la. choc la. semua bagai la. pastu yg bestnya, just because dia ialah 'warga emas' automatically dia cam tyh membawa apa2, kita kena angkut sampai sakit pinggang ke kereta. aah macik pasni aku nak ada kan service charge. barulah aku boleh menolong dgn hati yg tenang. ye mmg niat asal nak dapatkan pahala. tapi lama2, byk2 kali nak !&*@^*&!#^* jugaklah rasa sket.

lagi2 bila do hospital, ada org selalu melabel yg nurses garang, nurses jahat, nurses mls lyn patients, mmg betul ada certain manusia camtu. tapi tlglah jgn igt kami ialah kejam bila kami srh macik2/pacik2 berjalan sendiri ke tandas, bg yg mampu tanpa wheelchair, kitorang srh pacik/macik berjalan2 amek angin, jgn asyik terlantar n tdo je. sbb tu semua proses healing. kalau baring je kerja keraslah segala otot. baik ko tayah anta mak bapak ko pergi hospital camtu. tua muda miskin hina semua akan kitorang treat camtu. even mat rempit. tapi bila kitorang buat kat mat rempit, semua cam 'bagus! padan muka! rasakan kau!' tapi bila kitorang srh org tua semua yg cam ' mak aihhhh! baik suruh singa sarkas jadi nurse! garang nak mampus! bla3'. weh pls la people. aku karate tengkok korang kang!

satu lagi ialah bila melihat org tua di bibir2 jalan di psr mlm. ddk terlentang letak cawan kat sebelah. bkn org tua je tetapi org kurang upaya pon sama. sbb tula kalau org yg close dgn aku perasan, aku mmg takan bagi org camni duit. aku rela beli kismis yg ada doa 5 6 kotak dari bagi sebegitu sahaja. ddk kat tepi tu, pegang mangkuk dan mengharapkan simpati org utk dpt seringgit dua. walhal, korang boleh je buat kerja lain, ikhtiar. dan org2 kita ni plak semua lembut hati, tgk org cacat terus bg duit. ye aku x nafikan kasihan, tp kalau korang asyik nak bg duit, bila kala dia nak ikhtiar bekerja? dia tahu adanya golongan manusia yg lembut hati ni lah diorang boleh hidup. tapi sampai bila? aku nak bg peribahasa yg psl ajar memancing dgn bg ikan tu tapi x igt camne susunan dia. korang fhm2 sendiri lah ye.

apa yg sy nak 'point out' kan ialah, ye kita mmg perlu menghormati warga tua, but to a certain extend je la. jgn terlalu memanjakan golongan2 ini sampai mereka tidak mahu berusaha utk memajukan diri sendiri. lagi2 utk 'warga x berapa nak tua'. put in some consideration la. takan lah korang xle nak bwk brg korang sendiri. adakah sbb itu warga emas di malaysia cepat tua? cuba tgk org2 kawasan kampung, kat negara2 lain. 70 80 still steady ke hulu ke hilir. org kita semua dah xde kaki dek kencing manis. tu la baik sgt hati anak2 x sampai hati tgk mak dia kena hidup berpantang. sbb dah biasa anak muda tlg bwk kan brg2. so diorang ada this mentality yg 'aku lebih tua dr korang so korg kena tlg aku aku boleh jadi big boss'.

p/s: ni rasanya akibat dari darjah 2 dah diajar buat karangan nampak macik tua balik psr bwk limau sebakul so kita yg muda pergi tlg bwk kan bakul penuh limau tu sampai depan rumah macik tu. korg ada x buat essay camtu dulu?? ok skrg zmn dah moden ok. macik x naik bas bwk buah limau sebakul, macik tu DRIVE sendiri. ishk apetah aku merepek ni.